Sometimes we have to get out of our head to get into life

Monday Message

There is this wall
This mental brick
 
Your reaching
Your grasping
 
But you cannot grip
What is in front of you
Your time well spent
Yet, there is something
Something amiss
 
What is it?
You ask
You reflect
You look back
 
All the checks are in place
Make no mistakes
Your perfection has set in
You are running the race
 
Yet, there it is again
 
That mental brick
 
Blocking out your ability to let His light in
 
What gives?
What lives?
 
Your flesh
Your carnal self
So alive
So fresh
 
Yet you are dying inside
Can't you see the faded lines?
 
Your Spirit
It cries
Find me my friend
And soon again
You will live
 
Your perfection does not matter
Your time of day the former or the latter
It's all a gift
This life you live
And all He asks is for your companionship
 
But Darkness has settled in
It's wedged between the cracks
The crevices disguised
As golden border lines
 
But your boundaries
Are crying loudly
Come back to Me
My daughter, my friend
 
Come back to Me
Your soul a sweet sound to Me
 
& I hear your cries
I see you trying
But what is it you are trying to prove?
Don’t you know I already love you?
Don’t you know I have the world in my hands
Ready to show you
The doors I have opened
The voices are scratching
The locks all relatching
Because you have turned your back to Me
 
Daughter, come back to Me
 
You can’t see it
But you feel it
The grey turning to black
The wants turning to lack
 
But in Me you will never lack
Your heart is seeking something quick
Something fast
But this my darling, is a long journey
Filled with mountains and valleys
And heavy weighted burdens
But I am here walking beside you
With My Holy Spirit to guide you
 
Invite Me back in
It's time for your life to begin
Begin again
This time WITH ME
The only Light you will ever need…
 
 "The [basis of the] judgement (indictment, the test by which men are judged, the ground for the sentence) lies in this:
the Light has come into the world, and people have loved the darkness rather than and more than the Light, for their works (deeds) were evil.
For every wrongdoer hates (loathes, detests) the Light, and will not come out into the Light but shrinks from it, lest his works (his deeds, his activities, his conduct) be exposed and reproved.
But he who practices truth [who does what is right] comes out into the Light; so that his works may be plainly shown to be what they are -
wrought with God  [divinely prompted, done with God's help, in dependence upon Him]. "
 - John 3:19-21

~Abigail